[09 Nov 2006|01:47pm] [ mood | depressed ] It has been forever since I wrote in here. I was just sitting in class listening to a boring presentation and got thinking of things. How could things change so fast. I wish life would just stay at one spot and not go from good to bad all the time. I wish I was as happy as I use to be. I kept it all in and said that I was always happy but you knew that I wasnt im sorry i lied to you. I am not happy like I was when we met. None of it is your fault that I am not happy it just has to do with things that have changed. I don't know what will make me happy. There is one thing but I am not saying I will just keep it to myself. If I knew that no one would read this there is a few things I would love to say but I don't want to say anything just because. I have'nt felt this way in a long time. Sometimes I wish that I would loose my memory so I could lose all the memeories that i have in my head. And start all over again. 1 comment|post comment

[22 Apr 2006|06:51pm] [ mood | bored ] Well its been a while since i updated. Exams are over finally. Last night I had a few people over.Now tonight there probley isnt to much goin on. I think I gave up on updating my journal. I just dont think of it anymore but i will ever once in awhile. The enteries arent even long anymore. The prom is like 2 months away thats very exciting. anyways better go love yas Amy 1 comment|post comment

[03 Apr 2006|06:38pm] [ mood | crushed ] I found out I got my laptop tonight but i dont really care about it right now there is to much on my mind at this time. I need ot study for exams i was gonna start tonight but i guess not now there is to much goin through my mind. I will just wait tell tomorrow night. Even thought i will have my new computer i will have to try hard not to play with it tell exams are over. This past weekedn went to gregs on friday night then alex came over so all 4 of us watched a movie then on saturdday was with my cousins for a bit then went with alex to kristis, was kinda werid being there and greg not home but it was pretty fun. Then sunday layed around greg came over and we hungout. Probley not to much goin to this weekend everyone will be studying. Anyways thats it ttyl bye bye Amy 1 comment|post comment

[26 Mar 2006|01:22am] [ mood | good ] Well went to moncton fro my birthday was great. Spent $200 on nothin. Came home the next day and there was a surprise party for me that night. I wish someone would have told me i looked like shit. haha. Went to lisas thursday night for mitchs birthday was pretty fun then last night sat home. Thats about all pretty short i know. post comment

[20 Mar 2006|11:01pm] [ mood | excited ] Well saturday had a surprise party for my nanny.It went over pretty good. It was alittle boring to many old people. Then sunday went to my grandmothers she has ckae and stuff for me. Got my birthday presents. Today didnt really do to much just lazed around. Tomorrow im goin to moncton with lisa, mitch, brad, and lisas mommy. Can't wait. And tomorrow is my birthday. So fucking excitied. But now there is no sense in drinking because im allowed to so it wont be as fun. My operation went good. I was really swollen for a few days but its gone down some i wish i would go down alot more before tomorrow and hope it will be gone by monday. I getting very excited about monday. I finally get to see my sweetie. It been forever. But im doin better then i thought i would be. It makes it easier when i talk to him on the phone. i guess thats about it im gonna go get readly for tomorrow. buh bye Amy post comment

[14 Mar 2006|01:47am] [ mood | good ] Saturday night didnt do to much just had a relaxing bath and sat on the computer talking to my hunn then at like 11.30 i phoned him. I was so happy i got to talk to him on the phone for a bit. Then tonight got a surprise phone call from him again it made my day. I can't wait to see him. Im getting an operation wednesday a little scared about the after results but oh well. Well im gonna go update later. post comment

[11 Mar 2006|07:15pm] [ mood | bored ] Last night went to the last school dance ever at bluefield besides the prom. It was pretty fun there wasnt alot of people there though. Karen and shell were drunk it was so funny.Then went back to amber and like went right to bed i was so tired. Not doin anything todayjust sitting around being bored. post comment

[08 Mar 2006|08:08pm] [ mood | good ] Well its bee awhile. On Friday went to school wasnt to many people there so me and greg left there, his mom and kristi came and got us then went to mcdonalds and then to the daycare for a bit then back to his house. Had a nap then he had to get up and go to work si i just stayed there and went on the computer then after he got home alex shell and karen came so we all piled into alexs car and went to the hockey game. Then i got picked up around 11-11.30. Saturday went to mitchs for a sleepover was pretty good.Then came home layed around for a few hours then went to gregs and helped him pack. Then on monday went got my hair cut and then went to gregs again for the last time. Went to school yesterday it was ok alittle sad had to say goodbye for three weeks but it will go by fast. Today was pretty good day nothing exciting happened though. anyways thats it update alittle sooner then before. bye Amy post comment

[01 Mar 2006|11:57pm] [ mood | sad ] Hey things havent been goin to good lately. Some people are getting involved in things that they shouldnt be. Everything was great until last night. I am not going into details either. I love you so much more then words can say. One day without you is like forever. I am gonna miss you so much when your gone. And I hope everything is still good after today. It was just one of those days right everything is back to how it was. No one understands the way i feel. well im gonna go just had to get this out. Dont want anythign bad to come from it. bye Amy 1 comment|post comment

[25 Feb 2006|11:02pm] [ mood | bored ] Didnt really do to much last night wen twith shell to town then wen tot get greg and went out to eat then back to his house and phoned his friends and went with them for a bit. Today didnt do a thing now im babysittin. Tomorrow im goin to my nanny's for cake. Oh yeah i almost for got i got my prom dress and i love it. post comment

[15 Feb 2006|08:12pm] [ mood | sick ] Well yesterdsay was valentines day. Went to gregs like right after school then we went to pizza delight then went back to his house and hung out.Got my present that everyone knew about but me. Went to school today was ok not feeling to sweet so will probley be sick for the weekend. thats about it i will update later buh bye Amy post comment

[13 Feb 2006|12:42am] [ mood | okay ] Nothing much happened this weekend. went to my cousin yesterday. Prom dress shopping isnt goin to well either. Its hard to find something nice and like what i want but not pay alot for. i have gotten to the point where the $450 that i want is to much for one night. Hopefully no school tomorrow so i can get caught up on my sleep and one less day that i have to go to math. I fucking hate it. well thats it buh bye Amy post comment

[06 Feb 2006|01:35am] [ mood | sleepy ] friday night had people over at dads ddnt really do anything just sat around. Then yesterday went to visit my grandmother and went to try on the dress again then went to some thing with her that was ok then came home and phoned alex at like 10.30 to see what he was doin and he was at ambers and told me i should go so phoned lisa cuase she was is cornwall then went to ambers hung out and got drunk. Came home today sat around mostly slept now school tomorrow shouldnt be to bad its a new courses. well better go Amy post comment

[03 Feb 2006|05:35am] [ mood | happy ] Tonight went shopping with ovlivia for like an hour and a half went to the mall and then to walmart then i came home for like 20 minutes and then went to watch shells cousin play hockey. After that me alex shell and karen wanted to see kristi play hockey so we tryed to think where she was playing then we phoned and she was done so after that we drove around and then alexs car was starting to die so we wen tto the mall parking lot and sure enough it shut off so we talked to some people there and then phoned his uncle to come help us. After that we had to go to his uncles house fo ra minute so they could fix something then lisa phone so we went and met up with them. Left the gas station where they were and didnt want to go home so we phoned kristi but she didnt answer so we drove around looking at cars then me and karen had to go pee haha so he went to my dads for a few minutes and talked to my sister then after that we drove around looking at houses and mitch and them seen us so they followed us for like 10 mintues then we went and drove by the bars a few times and went up in one of those parking things up to the top and took pictures and oh yea we took some pictures by the cars to. there were like 10m dump trucks downtown and snow plows every where is was kinda cool and we wen to tpeaks but it was closed and stuff it was weird to see it like that.Umm i think thats about it that i can remeber if i remeber more i wil add it. post comment

very bored [01 Feb 2006|07:30pm] [ mood | sad ] well exams this week and a snow storm today. It's a pretty shitty day i wish it would just end. Got about 6 wake up calls today which was ok i guess there was a couple that i didnt mind but the others just bothered me. Not in the best mood right now i just feel like crying but im gonna try not to even though holding it in probley isnt the best idea but oh well. There are a few things bothering me but i dont want to say to much cause then something i dont want to happen might so i am just gonna keep quite about it. well better go find something to do buh bye Amy post comment

[22 Jan 2006|05:09pm] [ mood | tired ] Havent really been doin to much lately. Last night had some people over and made some pizza. It was ok. noel was a bit drunk when he got home it was funny and then mom was acting like she was to. There isnt really alot goin on anymore so i think im gonna stop updating for awhile.i will update every once in awhile though. thats about it love yas bye Amy post comment

[15 Jan 2006|04:55am] [ mood | pissed off ] Well i finally got my computer back it sucks more now then ever its so fucking slow its not even worth goin on so i probley wont be updating alot unless im on a different one. Havent really done anything lately was with greg last night and tonight didnt really do anything. There was much goin on. Got caught up on all my school stuuf so its all out of the way. Goint to a family thing tomorrow so the day should pass by fast. Well better go to bed ttyl buh bye Amy post comment

[07 Jan 2006|10:35pm] [ mood | cheerful ] Yesterday came home from school looked after ryan for a little bit. Then got read mitch picked me up at like 7 went to his house for a minute then jessica came. Dropped her car off at lisa's and went to town to take mitch's sister to her friends house and then went and got decorations for lisa's surprise party. Went to lisa's and decorated then mitch went and got some of the town people and i stayed and waited for amber and tony to come. Then mitch got back at like 9.45. Lisa came home at like 10 or a little after and we all surprised her. It was me,lisa,greg,mitch,alex,amber,tony,jason,jonny,sammy,and brad. Just about everyone was drunk. I got a little drunk and a little sick but it ws all good first time in 2 months was great.I went to bed at liek 2 everyone else went at like 4. except for amber,tony, and greg they all went home. Then this morning Got up at like 8 And said good bye to the track people then me,lisa and alex talked and lisa went to work and then me and alex went back to bed with alex haha. Then got up at like 2 and went to eat at wendys and seen lisa then went to afternoon delight to get her a present haha. And went looked at cars and went to some stores then went to her house and waited for her to get off work to see what she thought of her present then home for like an hour got ready and now im at gregs. Goin to sleep in tomorrow and then work on my communications paper thing. Well better go llove yas buh bye Amy post comment

[06 Jan 2006|09:32am] [ mood | tired ] Yesterday went to maids for lunch then to school, it was great to see everyone. Then last night me,lisa,greg,mitch,amber,alex,jason,shell,and brad went out for chinease for lisas birthday. Then we went back to her house and had cake and the hung out made some prank phones calls. It was pretty funny at first. Dont have my computer anymore its getting fixed so it will work better but hopefully i get it back soon. well better go buh bye Amy post comment

[04 Jan 2006|04:32am] [ mood | good ] Tonight went to karens party. It was me,shell,amber,kristi,karen,and these other to girls i dont really know. It was pretty fun played little kid games and got treat bags and then hung out and took pictures and talked. Alex showed up around 10.30 and hung aroung for a while. but thats pretty much it. later Amy post comment

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